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How to Rape a Straight Guy WARNING The title of this book is not a joke Very dark, raw read This book explores a rapist s life and thought patterns through a period during and after he was released from prison After his release, he makes friends with two men that are even sicker than he is and engages in a bet with these two creeps It also shows what this convict thought about and what he did to other prisoners, and a guard before he was released When he meets up with these two men on the outside, they dupe him into WARNING The title of this book is not a joke Very dark, raw read This book explores a rapist s life and thought patterns through a period during and after he was released from prison After his release, he makes friends with two men that are even sicker than he is and engages in a bet with these two creeps It also shows what this convict thought about and what he did to other prisoners, and a guard before he was released When he meets up with these two men on the outside, they dupe him into believing they are nothingthan just two older gay guys having to pay for sex He boasts how he s able to make straight men have an orgasm even though he s raping them They place a bet and decide to go after a cop that harassed them and video tape it to get back at this cop That s about all I m going to give away here This goes into the dark recesses of his mind and why he rapes You won t be able to put this book down once you start it You want to read it with one hand over your eyes and peeking through your fingers This book is the top of my STANDARD for dark, erotic thrillers If they don t measure up to this, they don t get five stars I ve read four or five of Kyle Sullivan s books and they are all well worth reading He is a very gifted, talented dark writer His mind must be as twisted as mine except he has a brilliance I don t posses NOTE Due to all of the skuttle butt about rape contained in fiction, I have decided to voice my own personal opinion First,I DO NOT BELIEVE IN BANNING BOOKS OF ANY KIND Second, I believe Mr Sullivan left the name of the book as is so the reader is warned before buying and reading the book I m sure it would have been a lot easier on him and he would have sold manybooks and not been banned time after time if he had changed the name of the book Rape, whether it s of a male or a female is a sad, violent act It is NOT glorified in this book It is simply the inner thoughts and actions of a sick man committing horrible acts This is not a love story, nor is anything he is doing condoned I really get pissed off when people say, What if the name of the book was How To Rape A Woman I hate to tell you but the act of rape of a woman is novile and de humanizing than the rape of a man To say any different is bigoted and small minded I ll go one further I have read a book called Break Her wherein after reading it, I decided there is a LOTthat ispainful than rape A lot of our reaction to the act and word is taught to as being the absolute worst thing that can ever happen to a person But is it really So, if you don t want to read about the thoughts and inner turmoil of a mentally ill, sick individual that engages in rape acts, don t buy the book But commenting on something you have not read it ridiculous and just shows you are uninformed JMHO ALSO, Mr Sullivan has re released his books as self published Here are the links to find them Hmmmm so wrong, so so wrong yet i kept reading it. Okay, so this doesn t happen to me very often but I am kind of speechless I honestly don t know how to tell you how I feel about this book, without making myself sound like a crazy bitch But I ll give it a good go I just hope it makes sense LOL I will start by saying that yes, this book contains rape scenes, many of them in fact So if you can t stomach that, I d turn away now and not read it I know that a lot of people will be put off because of the title and that s fine, I don t blame yo Okay, so this doesn t happen to me very often but I am kind of speechless I honestly don t know how to tell you how I feel about this book, without making myself sound like a crazy bitch But I ll give it a good go I just hope it makes sense LOL I will start by saying that yes, this book contains rape scenes, many of them in fact So if you can t stomach that, I d turn away now and not read it I know that a lot of people will be put off because of the title and that s fine, I don t blame you I don t agree with or enjoy reading about rape in any situation, but I urge you to look past that and to see this book for what it is A very dark and disturbing tale about a guy that was dealt a really shitty hand in life How he copes with those situations and the impact they have on his life Good or bad Curt has ended up in some truly horrific situations in his life, situations where he had to harden himself, to live through it He had to adapt to survive, to become harder so he would be able to protect himself Unfortunately, the changes he made didn t exactly make him a better person Curt was My God, I don t even know how to describe him Did I really like him No, I can t say I did No matter how sorry I sometimes felt for him, or just wanted something to work out for him, just once He still went on to hurt people and to ruin their lives He didn t care about them or how he was possibly destroying their lives That, for me, was unforgivable It was hard seeing him deal with all of these new feelings, the first time he took a guy by forceI was really shook up I d enjoyed it too fuckin much First time I really fuck a guy an it makes me feel better than when I m with my wife It fucked with my mind,Once Curt got out of prison after six years he really struggled to adapt He was still feeling how he did back in prison The need to be in control, to have all the power and to make everyone around him know that he was top dog He wanted to over power men, to have them beneath him and be powerless to stop him He craved it like nothing else in his entire life This led Curt into the worst situation he would ever face, one that would lead him down the darkest path he would ever face Even though my review is a complete fucked up mess of thoughts and feelings, I do know this This book was amazing I felt such an incredible array of emotions.I wanted to cry for Curt, for the shitty upbringing he had I was angry for him, for being left to rot in prison by his mother, who could have spared him so much pain if she d have given a shit I was disgusted by the way he treated all those men, who truly didn t deserve what he did to them But there were times throughout the story that I actually felt myself warming to Curt, wanting him to be okay and to over come the things that were thrown his way I know it s crazy, believe me I do, but I couldn t help it Sometimes I forgot that he was actually raping people Seeing things from his POV distracted me from that fact sometimes Then something awful would happen and any positive feelings I had for Curt went flying out the window Only to come back again I think that might be what the author intended To fuck with the readers head, like Curt did his victims It was still rape and they hated every second of it, but the fact that he made them cum fucked with their head I think the author wants you to like Curt, to feel sorry for him, to sympathise with him Then to sucker punch you with the fact that he s still a rapist, and that you were pulled in by Curt, whether you wanted to be or not Very well done, it worked Overall, I was speechless when this book ended I think I loved it, but I m also horrified at the same time I know none of that makes sense, I m sorry I tried, I really did LOL Buddy Read with Em As Chekov thought, sometimes you re caught in your own destiny and when this is not a good one, it is hard to get out of it The author says that he would like to make movies I hope he will make a movie out of this story He would not need a lot of money because nearly everything happened inside jails or a garage No special effects needed, just a real good actor to play Curt Sure I would go to see such a movie.The main character is criminal, with serious mental issues, and the story is so co As Chekov thought, sometimes you re caught in your own destiny and when this is not a good one, it is hard to get out of it The author says that he would like to make movies I hope he will make a movie out of this story He would not need a lot of money because nearly everything happened inside jails or a garage No special effects needed, just a real good actor to play Curt Sure I would go to see such a movie.The main character is criminal, with serious mental issues, and the story is so compelling you can t stop reading The story line gets darker and darker and all you can do is read faster and faster And when you think it can t gettwisted it goes into awesome mode and all you can do is keep reading and gasping and thinking that this can t be happening The mc was believable with a first person narrative that was utterly authentic This book stands out It deserves awards I am impressed With that said I truly hope the title changes as it likely is keeping people from a true gem I m glad I bought it against my initial misgivings however Many reviewers find the story hot I do not find r pes hot, even though I understand what could happen in jails and how you could go from a little smear of sh t to very deep sh t without nearly understanding what s happening to you.The author is certainly excellent because, despite all the evil that the main character did, I felt emotionally close to him all along this story 4.5 starsThis story resonates with me as I read it during a breaking story in real life in the news about a young North Korean man who miraculously escaped from a prison camp in that country His story is that he was born into slavery in the camp and knew no difference, knew nothing of love or compassion or basic humanity We are left with a feeling of his being lost in the world with no solid anchor It is a story that I won t soon forget that such a place could exist in this world.But suc 4.5 starsThis story resonates with me as I read it during a breaking story in real life in the news about a young North Korean man who miraculously escaped from a prison camp in that country His story is that he was born into slavery in the camp and knew no difference, knew nothing of love or compassion or basic humanity We are left with a feeling of his being lost in the world with no solid anchor It is a story that I won t soon forget that such a place could exist in this world.But such a place can always exist in our minds Curt is born into a life of poverty, neglect and abuse How can he hope to climb out of that Do we make our own destinies or are they preordained by our beginnings Are some of us less hardwired to our humanity than others Nature vs nurture, that is an age old question The title of this work will put many off and that is a shame because it inadvertently diminishes the content Add to that that this is not a romance nor is it erotica It is a close look at the psychology of a criminal who thinks he s just like you and me and there s the rub He doesn t seem to have the capacity to see his way out of the mire, it s all he knows Just when Curt seems to get a glimmer, feel a flutter of a reality check, his anger and self loathing sucks him right down again Harkening to the title, Curt sees himself as straight and given what he does to prove himself, he is very conflicted about that too From petty crime to felony, Curt continues a spiraling fall into the abyss We bear witness and ache for him to see the light This is a truthful, raw look from the inside of someone who can t subjugate himself to the choice between right and wrong, someone who has a great capacity for numbing himself to feeling and reflection and the acceptance of who he is We all seek control in our lives in varying ways, Curt s balm is to control others physically, to inflict on them the pain he has suffered.Despite the title, this is excellent work Not an easy read, not for everyone but compelling just the same The title of this book, while probably being a little too bold in statement and a turn off for readers, makes sense to me Because while reading, I realized this isn t a story by Kyle Michel Sullivan Instead, this is Curt s story This is 144 pages into the psychological constructs of a man who is retelling his story, and the significance of these moments in his life And when I think about it, the title seems fitting for what CURT would have chosen if he had published this snippet of his life The title of this book, while probably being a little too bold in statement and a turn off for readers, makes sense to me Because while reading, I realized this isn t a story by Kyle Michel Sullivan Instead, this is Curt s story This is 144 pages into the psychological constructs of a man who is retelling his story, and the significance of these moments in his life And when I think about it, the title seems fitting for what CURT would have chosen if he had published this snippet of his life to the masses.Told in first person POV, we get intimate with Curt s mind I felt like he was telling me convincing me about the choices he s made Some people may be repulsed with him after all, he s by no means a good person But what I can say is that he s a product victim of his upbringing and the contradictions and brutality of reality Some of it was by his choice, but I couldn t bring myself to dislike or hate him Curt s assessments of life were spot on in many instances, and maybe that was the beginning of this very fragile connection I had with him What started out as a shallow story quickly became something muchCurt will retell certain moments of his life at seemingly random times when he s reminded of it These introspective moments make Curt become somethingthan your typical prison rapist He s actually a very complex character that contradicts every first impression you get of him at first This is Curt s story, and my heart ached so much for him Did that excuse his actions No But damn it, I just wished things were different for him I wished there was one person who could of held his hand and cared for him the way everyone deserves It s weird but that towel hurt me Gave me a pain deep inside I dunno why, but I held it close Smelled it Let it go smooth over my skin Lay it gentle round my neck I d never felt a towel like that, before Yeah, that made my heart hurt.The blurb for this story is accurate, but I felt it gives the wrong impression for what it all means This is a journey Curt s psychological journey And no, there is no happy ending or even a happy for now in my opinion There is a feeling of regret at lost opportunities from a realization that could only come after the fact.My advice don t read this if you re expecting a great, original storyline Don t read this if you re looking for dark erotica though there is sex, both M F and M M Don t read this if the topic and act of fictional rape and violence turns you off Don t read this if you re wanting a romance And don t read this if you need a HFN HEA But if you re wanting a powerful and gripping psychological journey of a man spiraling into an abyss, then Curt s story is what I recommend This is an intense, uncomfortable, eye opening read The first sign of genius is how the author manages to convey the fact that rape is not really about sex, it s about power Who has it, who doesn t, who can get it and,importantly, who can keep it Then I found myself squirming in my seat, looking away from the book, thinking do I really want to be this deep into the mind of a rapist Do I want to sympathize Yes Yes, I do Told in first person, from the POV of the rapist himself, thi This is an intense, uncomfortable, eye opening read The first sign of genius is how the author manages to convey the fact that rape is not really about sex, it s about power Who has it, who doesn t, who can get it and,importantly, who can keep it Then I found myself squirming in my seat, looking away from the book, thinking do I really want to be this deep into the mind of a rapist Do I want to sympathize Yes Yes, I do Told in first person, from the POV of the rapist himself, this is a story of a man s journey to hell and back Back to a reality he could finally live with, an understanding of who he was, a peace achieved through pain and betrayal He was a pawn in so many people s games, so rarely afforded a chance at dignity, consideration, tenderness, and love.The characters are priceless Curt is someone I ll never forget He is a sick fuck, no question about it, but not beyond redemption Connie has no actual dialogue in the story, yet her presence guides and shapes so many of Curt s thoughts and actions Lenny and Wayne They make me shudder just to think of them Curt s brother brought tears to my eyes So close and yet so far Reading affords us the chance to live inside the skin of another, see through the eyes of fictional characters, experience the worlds, lives and circumstances imagined by authors for their protagonists HtRaSG is a prime example of this, so beware By the title you know not to expect romance, hearts and flowers Don t be fooled, though, into thinking this is just another prison porn story Do expect to be swept away from reality and dropped unceremoniously into the stark and gritty world of prison life, of men sandblasted down to their animal instincts of eat or be eaten, own or be owned, kill or be killed Expect to walk a mile in the shoes of ex cons, get a taste of what life after prison is like Expect an uncensored look into the minds of serial rapists, both made and born Expect a keen understanding of what the victims went through, the unending damage done by this crime, mentally and physically.If you survive, see you on the other side There s than one way to rape a straight guy, and Curt s been through them all Now he s out to do some damage Curt has been beaten, betrayed, and brutalized by nearly everybody he s known Even his mother once a prostitute but now married and born again has banned him from contact with his younger brother and sisters Then he went through six years in prison and came out ten times harder than when he went in Demands from his wife and zero prospects of a decent job are making it impossible for him to even think of having a normal lifeuntil he s hustling two gay men in a bar, one afternoon, and mentions his experiences in prison which included forcing straight cons to get off as he raped them A very satisfying method of revenge It seems the two men, Wayne and Lenny, want some revenge of their own against a straight guy who s caused them trouble If Curt can get the bastard off while being assaulted, they ll give him a car, cash, and a chance at a new life Being in the mood to do some damage, Curt agreesbut step by step a stupid little bet begins to spin out of control and threatens to plunge him headlong into disaster And he s not sure he wants to stop it 4.25 Stars and I will be super nice and give you all a quote Everything else you will have to use your imagination forIt was dreamland come to life for each an every one of us An it made me smile Wayne looked at me, sort of stunned, a bit wary But then he smiled right back at me An then we started laughin , together Roarin with laughter All but rollin on the floor, knowin full well what we were gonna do, next Callin Officer Sha ayes You motherfucker. First off this is not m m I have it categorized this way in my lists, but only because I don t want to make a category for one or two books Gay fiction, yes M m, no.Expect minor spoilery below if you are a stickler for no hints and complete freshness, you should probably not read this review This is a powerful read Yeah, it s smutty , it s explicit, and it is essentially about what the title says But it is an uncomfortable read in the best of ways and the explicit scenes are difficul First off this is not m m I have it categorized this way in my lists, but only because I don t want to make a category for one or two books Gay fiction, yes M m, no.Expect minor spoilery below if you are a stickler for no hints and complete freshness, you should probably not read this review This is a powerful read Yeah, it s smutty , it s explicit, and it is essentially about what the title says But it is an uncomfortable read in the best of ways and the explicit scenes are difficult to get through, combining a titillation of one s most base senses with a profound horror at what is actually happening To me, one reads this and is horrified with oneself for being able to get through it and empathize with the protagonist, much less find it sexually compelling It teaches me something about myselfin a cautionary tale sort of way Exposing the darkness within, that sort of thing Because although Curt is extreme and majorly fucked up, he is also intelligent and willing to examine himself and accept what he has done And this invites me to, as well.At it s heart, this is a coming of age story, where we follow Curt through a process of growth and understanding that some might say comes too late Or perhaps not The ending is neither tragic nor happy, but it is satisfying and hopeful and only makes sense Not sure all of that makes sense The short of it this book is not for everyone It s not a feel good story, but it is highly intelligent and brutally honest and emotional Curt is a marvelously complex and embattled protag A little work of genius, in my estimation I ve stopped rating m m stories just as a matter of policy, but since this book doesn t fall within the rating my peers problem, I m happy to give it my five star mark


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